A day of reflection.

No article today, just a bit of rambling from me.  Today I did alot of thinking, and for better or worse it let me focus on some things.  First of all, I have decided that I absolutely HATE having ANYTHING done by another person.  I soundly dislike waiting for someone else to do their job with no set deadline and no timetable beyond "eventually".  Also, when the end result is a decision that must be made, and that decision is very important to me, it feels like someone is intentionally making me have to wait to make a decision that I don't particularly feel like making.  You would think that it would be nice having time to consider, but I know what I want to choose, but I am not sure if I will be able to choose it.  It's all up to the person doing their job or not.

Secondly, I really need to find a pattern that I can follow.  I am a person who really does like to have a set of things to do in a day, and it has proven impossible for me to plan ahead.  I know what needs done but I either have no ambition or no time to do them.  I know this is mostly my fault but I also have been so exhausted lately that I just want to sit.  Even that has turned into a chore...

Anyways, that was today's rant.  Sorry about no intellectual stuff...